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Chronicle of a Wolf-Sick PersonAuthor: Nakajima Atsushi

Original Title狼疾記
Author中島 敦
GenreModern Short Fiction
Author TypeMale Author
SummaryIn a dimly lit theater, Sanzō watches a documentary flicker across the screen—bare-breasted islanders feasting under a scorching sun, frenzied dances to primal drums—and feels an old unease stir. Once a boy tormented by visions of Earth’s icy demise and humanity’s cosmic insignificance, he now drifts through life as a reclusive natural history teacher, hollowed by existential dread. His days blur between half-hearted lectures, dusty specimens, and solitary walks along desolate canals, where shadows ripple like unanswered questions. \nA chance encounter with Mr. M—a grotesque, pitiable colleague obsessed with delusions of grandeur—forces Sanzō to confront his own fractured self. Over bitter sake, the older man’s slurred ramblings about spiral staircases and life’s repetitions echo Sanzō’s private torment: the gnawing fear that existence is a fragile illusion, sustained only by arbitrary conventions. Visions of decaying planets and Greek tragedy gods haunt him; even pearls gleaming in a shop window seem to mock his search for meaning. \nAs Sanzō’s mind spirals through memories of childhood terrors and failed philosophies, he grapples with a truth both suffocating and inescapable: every attempt to outrun despair only tightens its grip. Yet in the darkness, a faint pulse of curiosity lingers—what if life’s bleakest corners hide revelations too vast for his fragile grasp?