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Pale Blue DreamAuthor: Sakaguchi Ango

Original Title蒼茫夢
Author坂口 安吾
GenreModern Short Fiction
Author TypeMale Author
SummaryIn a desolate winter dawn, Sōkichi awakens to a world steeped in existential gloom, his mind haunted by a venereal disease contracted from his wife Shinobu, a former prostitute. Their fragile domesticity is disrupted by the arrival of Tōtarō, a troubled young man entangled in their past at a seedy port bar. Tormented by self-loathing and erratic impulses, Tōtarō oscillates between grandiose philosophical rants and desperate acts, including a botched suicide in Sōkichi’s home that leaves the household reeling. His fixation on Yayoi, Shinobu’s younger sister, ignites volatile emotions, exposing the family’s fractured bonds and shared despair. As Tōtarō’s self-destructive spiral intensifies—marked by cryptic journeys and another ominous disappearance—Sōkichi grapples with his own numbness, oscillating between detached observation and seething inner turmoil. Against a backdrop of icy seas and desolate landscapes, their lives intertwine in a haunting dance of longing, futility, and fleeting connections, where salvation remains as elusive as the pale glow of a distant streetlamp in the encroaching dark.