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| Original Title | 惑ひ |
|---|---|
| Author | 伊藤 野枝 |
| Genre | Modern Short Fiction |
| Author Type | Female Author |
| Summary | In a cramped household weighed by poverty and unspoken tensions, Itsuko navigates a labyrinth of duty and quiet desperation. Trapped between her unemployed husband Tani’s apathy and her mother-in-law’s relentless demands for funds, she becomes the reluctant pillar of a family teetering on collapse. Each day brings fresh humiliations: covert pleas for money from Ryuichi, a benefactor whose kindness gnaws at her pride; sharp exchanges over trivial chores; and the crushing awareness that her dreams of intellectual freedom are slipping further away. \nTani retreats into detached complacency, dismissing their struggles as fleeting inconveniences, while Itsuko’s mother-in-law weaponizes guilt, chiding her for failures both real and imagined. Yet Itsuko’s resolve flickers—not toward rebellion, but a numb endurance. She cradles her child, gazes at autumn skies through laundry lines, and wonders when her life became a series of compromises to others’ needs. Beneath the drudgery simmers a quiet fury: at Tani’s inertia, at societal chains binding her to domestic oblivion, and most of all, at her own powerlessness to reclaim the self she once envisioned. How long can she sustain this fragile equilibrium before it shatters? |
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