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Lakeside MemoirAuthor: Kasai Zenzō

Original Title湖畔手記
Author葛西 善蔵
GenreWar & Social Literature
Author TypeMale Author
SummaryA man retreats to a secluded mountain inn by a desolate lake, fleeing Tokyo’s chaos and his own unraveling life. Burdened by debt, failing health, and a toxic entanglement with a lover, he drowns in self-loathing and regret. Memories haunt him: a dying friend’s tragic end, his estranged wife’s quiet suffering, and fleeting moments of youthful hope now lost. The inn’s serene beauty—mist-shrouded peaks, autumn foliage mirrored in still waters—offers no solace, only a mirror to his despair. He drinks relentlessly, oscillating between numbness and anguish, while the kind yet distant maids serve as fragile reminders of purity he can no longer grasp. As storms rage outside, so too does his inner turmoil—a reckoning with failures as a husband, father, and artist. Letters from home and news of death amplify his isolation. Yet within this suffocating gloom flickers a raw, unyielding urge to confront his demons, even as the lake’s icy embrace threatens to swallow him whole.