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| Original Title | 石の思い |
|---|---|
| Author | 坂口 安吾 |
| Genre | Modern Short Fiction |
| Author Type | Male Author |
| Summary | A young man reflects on a childhood marked by profound emotional detachment and familial estrangement. His father, a distant provincial politician and poet, remains a stranger—interacting with him only to demand ink-grinding in silent resentment. His mother, burdened by poverty and illness, directs her hysteria toward him, fostering mutual hatred. As a rebellious child, he steals, skips school, and lashes out, yet harbors an aching loneliness. The sprawling ancestral home becomes a symbol of suffocating tradition and gloom, while the sea and sky offer fleeting solace. Haunted by inherited traits—his father’s performative selflessness and his mother’s cold pragmatism—he grapples with a legacy of emotional void. Years later, he traces these shadows through biographies, recognizing his own flaws mirrored in his father’s smallness of spirit. A poignant meditation on identity unfolds, where love and resentment intertwine, and the weight of familial legacy feels as immutable as stone. |