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Letter to My TeacherAuthor: Koyama Kiyoshi

Original Titleわが師への書
Author小山 清
GenreModern Short Fiction
Author TypeMale Author
SummaryA worn notebook filled with heartfelt letters reveals the introspective journey of a sensitive young boy addressing an unseen mentor. Through fragmented confessions, he grapples with self-doubt and longing—questioning whether his turbulent emotions and admiration for Hans Christian Andersen’s poetic soul might transform him from an "incompetent and untalented" youth into an artist. Family tensions simmer beneath his words: clashes with a stern brother, fragile bonds with a blind father devoted to traditional storytelling, and protective guilt toward a vulnerable younger sister. His world oscillates between solitary walks where fleeting happiness brushes his shoulder and crushing encounters with societal judgment that amplify his feelings of alienation. References to literary giants like Sōseki and Verlaine weave through his musings, mirroring his hunger for guidance. Yet within this vulnerability glimmers resilience—a determination to document life’s quiet beauties and raw truths. Will his earnest letters, brimming with unpolished sincerity, become the first verses of a poet’s legacy?